It's been six years
In another five will I be fine?
Will I have a child who has your eyes, your smile, your laugh?
Will they be a track to the past?
Playing the traits of you I haven't seen in a while
Though I carry them inside
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
You're a ghost inside
The fall of 2015 was the longest I remember in my history
It's like all the bad weather had someone else to bother
My hands didn't hurt
My lungs weren't cold
And I came to terms with growing old
Discovered happy is something I can choose whenever I want to
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
You're a ghost inside
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
This is how I keep you alive
You're a ghost inside