Born with urges I can't control
I try to hide it but I know you can see right through me
Yeah, you can see right through me
Questions were answered
Ones I never asked anyway
I need to bury the past like every filter in your ashtray
I've got her poor choices
Running through my blood
It started 24 years ago
It ends right here where we're starting from
I get this way day to day
I was born with it
But I'll fight it
Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so
I'm convinced there's something wrong with me
Is it something I'm inventing?
I was told what she did with me at a time when I was weak
With family I see every 52 weeks
Imagine 36 for 2
Imagine those Baby Blues
I hope I grew to be enough for you
I've got her poor choices
Running through my blood
It started 24 years ago
It ends right here where we're starting from
I get this way day to day
I was born with it
But I'll fight it
Because I'm better than this, at least I hope so
Tonight my weak side showed
I made sure I was alone
With a match to light the spark
I had a guide in the dark
Tonight my weak side showed
The weakest side I know
I made sure I was alone
I put myself there, I know
With a match to light the spark
And it didn't show me anything
I had a guide in the dark
I'm better this, at least I hope so