Perceptions - Anxiety Lyrics

Don't tell me what it means
To be buried beneath the depths
That's not me
In my dreams, I've slept
Underneath the sea
Just leave me be
It's ignorant bliss
You see
Now don't be concerned
I was told to be independent
Here's my heart, here's my soul
Take what you want, I don't want it anymore
Let's not make a big deal out of this
I'll take my medicine
And I'll die with this
I'm going out of my head again
And when I'm falling down
You never let me in
I'm going beyond myself
This is a cry for help
And I'm lost in the shadows
And every time I rise
You fill my head with all your bullshit lies
And I will not be defined
By insecurities that run my mind
I took the bullet
You were the gun
I should've known better
I should've run
But now you should be afraid
Because you know with you I'm done
Somebody help me
I'm drowning out at sea
And it's people like you
Who make people like me
Drop to our knees
Just to please
Can't you see
This isn't me
Know time it heals
Let me in
Let me out
This room spins around
This fire it won't burn out
I'm going out of my head again
And when I'm falling down
You never let me in
I'm going beyond myself
This is a cry for help
And I'm lost in the shadows
And every time I rise
You fill my head with all your bullshit lies
And I will not be defined
By insecurities that run my mind
I took the bullet
You were the gun
I should've known better
I should've run
But now you should be afraid
Because you know with you I'm done
It's anxiety
It's mocking me
Get the f*ck away from me
Leave me be
This fear I'll forever live with
This fire
It won't
It won't burn out