Since you have been gone away, nothing seems to be the way
It used to be and I am crawling now, I stumble every time and hit the ground
Confusion is now part of who I am
I should've known you were not the gem
That everyone said you were
Although you've made so many people burn
So I will rise upon my misery again
And prove myself that I am not the plain
Forgiving creature that will bend the knee
So I will rise upon my misery again
And prove myself that I am not the plain
I have decided that I will be
Destroy my soul and tear it all apart
There won't be any place for you in my heart
And I will erase every memory of you
Cause I refuse to be such a fool
It is all over cause I cannot feel
The thought of you just makes me ill
I think that i am starting to breathe again
It feels so good to not pretend
Illusions control the heart, they make you feel that you are smart
When in reality you're just alone, until you turn into a stone
I am lying down facing these pale walls
I feel like I have lost all of the control
That I used to think I have so I'll just wait
Until I still have a tiny grain of faith
So I will rise upon my misery again
And prove myself that I am not the plain
Forgiving creature that will bend the knee
So I will rise upon my misery again
And prove myself that I am not the plain
I have decided that I will be
I can't distinguish what is good and bad
I dream and beg that I don't feel so sad
Lonely, ripped apart and soulless
Only cause I thought that you were flawless
It is all over cause I cannot feel
The thought of you just makes me ill
I think that i am starting to breathe again
It feels so good to not pretend