It's has been so long that I forgot
That once upon a time there were good thoughts
Cause right now my mind is colored in black
Each day is as painful as a heart attack
Day by day all that I am
Is just another human surrounded by pain
So who the hell I am to say
That there will be a brighter day
That it will all be okay
A crushed heart is worth a million screams
A thousand tears in my face and cruel dreams
When my soul is not even crushed by me
But by the ones who couldn't breathe
Cancer sucks all the life around
It tears one up until they make no sound
People fly away and leave me here alone
The kind of pain that won't
And I wish that I'd be gone
Day by day all that I am
Is just another human surrounded by pain
So who the hell I am to say
That there will be a brighter day
That it will all be okay
A crushed heart is worth a million screams
A thousand tears in my face and cruel dreams
When my soul is not even crushed by me
But by the ones who couldn't breathe
Fly upon me, angel of death
I am your prey, please don't forget
I must join them, in the cold
I have no soul
Fly upon me, angel of death
I am your prey, please don't forget
I have been dreaming of this for so long