perks - Stump Lyrics

All around the place
I see your face
It's hard to not
When you're so caught up
Well you know it's true
What am I to you?
Just on a numbered list, I'm
No longer an optimist cause of you
I need thoughts that're all brand new
A change deeper than scar tissue
To get my brain rid of you
You know what I want
It's what I've wanted all day long
I'll drown in my sorrow swamp
Until I get back up

And my face felt the cold air
It's like I passed a ghost
Oh man you should've been there
But you aren't there for most
And I know just what you're thinkin'
I thought you'd outta know
It's hard without you right there
You've really stumped my growth

Layin' around my room
Shitty mirrors distort my view
Start a fire with flames so blue
To try and see what's new
I can see all the green in the trees
I can see, all the orange of the light that gleams
And I know, days later no phone call back
You almost gave me a heart attack

And my face felt the cold air
It's like I passed a ghost
Oh man you should've been there
But you aren't there for most
And I know just what you're thinkin'
I thought you'd outta know
It's hard without you right there
You've really stumped my growth