Perlin Noise - Better Toys Lyrics

Is this the life that you always wanted?
Does it fulfil every dream you've had?
I see a girl whose lost sight of her values
And I know I'm only running in circles

Maybe I shouldn't have reached out again
Everything ends the same way

I'm happy your back oh I'm happy your back
In this town it's like you never left
I'm happy in second but I'll settle for third
I'm happy to die waiting to hear those words

Joy was never my friend, anyway
I understand you have better toys

Keep me in the corner of your room
Play with me when you feel alone
Abandon me when you find your friends
I'll wait here until you come back

Thought I'd escape if I stepped outside
But every new thing's another reason to hide
I want, I want you to tell me you need me
I want, I want, oh I want to be free

Everything you say is a lie
Everything I want is a lie

Is it true that you care about me
I believe every word that comes from your mouth
I hated myself until the moment I met you
I hate myself for not being right for you

I understand you have better toys
I understand you have better toys

Keep me in the corner of your room
Play with me when you feel alone
Abandon me when you find your friends
I'll wait here until you come back