Take off like a sprinter running fast
Only difference is I'm unsure, where I'm at
Where I'm going
Or where you're going
If you only knew the real half, I mean
If you really understood, half of that
You'd still be here
We could be here
Investigate the world as a burned spirit
These reservations pure pain can still feel it
Can't conceal a will to fight and a beef live
I promise I will try to heed the Lord's vibe
But still, I've been wounded deep but I heal
Karma must reverse, I don't deserve but I deal
My faith will no doubt decapitate hurt
Create a fine state again I must ascertain my worth
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
Examine what we went through
Is this everything you dreamed for boo
You claimed I was your everything, well I tried
Till I slipped up, made you realize
You had to be completely different
Away with the sweetness, in with the influence
Of your best friend, the biggest slut that
I could ever imagine, atta girl
Sorry that I didn't care to drink okay
You thought I was a pussy, but I was underage
Sorry I can't acknowledge your actions
To sleep around with like 5 others guys, cuz I thought
That having a chick like you was special, and the
Special things we did were to be kept special
My impression? you're just a lost vessel sailing on
We're not supposed to crumble, we're supposed to build upon
I wanted to focus on being the best
At loving you and hip hop, somewhere my point was lost
You said we never spent time together, real talk
You were busy for the first time in your life
Handling your parents, a job, and school books
Was like your soup pot, yo I'm an extra cook
All I really wanted was to give you some space
For you to let me know, a certain time and place
But you would rather deface your personality
And transform from white queen to white trash
Your intuition to shrink to that stance
Made me outgrow your ass like a pair of old pants
It's fine sometimes, we all gotta switch our steps
But when you take a lower path, you in a lower depth
But that's long gone, this survived through the fuzz
Our love like Santa, twas cool for how young we was
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
Anger, aggression of rage, I'm feeling
Sadness, depression for days, I'm dealin'
I used to be a man with the strength of your touch
Now my sanity has been reduced to nothing much
Oh well, I remember it quite well, you had me
Under your spell, the wind under your sail
Crawl anywhere for you just like a snail
Now I gotta ford this river like Oregon Trail
How you gonna do a friend like that
How could you rescind your love like that
Fight for survival, your words are a tidal
Torrential downpour, no chance of revival
Your best friend, was the fuse to destroy our bond
Guess you don't really miss what you got til it's gone
But as much as you meant to me, it's clear to see
I can only be with a woman who I can make happy
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
How can it be, that you and me
Could live so embraced then so unhappily
If it wasn't for her, then we would still be
But if it wasn't for her, then we would never be (hah?)
We would never be, baby
We would never be, baby
We would never be, baby
We would never be, baby