Complejo Video (MV)

Over calculating
The days until I'm free
Tryna make it easy
To feel less trapped in here
People ask me questions
But then don't know how to respond
When I say that I feel down
It's like sounding an alarm
I meditate meditate
To bring some type of calmness
I medicate medicate
But it just makes me feel less normal
It's not the same not the same
When your brain it so much stronger
It's hard to face hard to face
These 6 senses make it harder
It's hard to tell when I am happy
You can never hear applause
Instead it feels more like a trigger fingers bout to set me off
I try hard to talk to my friends
But I don't hear the words they say
It's like I'm trapped up in this cycle
And nobody's watching me
I meditate meditate
To bring some type of calmness
I medicate medicate
But it just makes me feel less normal
It's not the same not the same
When your brain it so much stronger
It's hard to face hard to face
These 6 senses make it harder
7 days ahead
Don't know where I'm going
6 just makes me dread
The 5 that lay ahead
4 its getting easy
Or so I think till 3
2 just brings makes me anxious cause after its back again
I meditate meditate
To bring some type of calmness
I medicate medicate
But it just makes me feel less normal