phukshitt - I HATE_2/I HATE_U (feat. C0RRALE5) Lyrics

Ain't no fairness in a world where fairer skin determines moral value
I hate the way my GPA tries to display what I'll f*cking amount to
I hate the shortness of my breath when the breath of my future's out in the blue
I hate the fact I let the girl who broke my will to live exist in my room

I hate my happiness like alkaline It dies really quick
I hate my friends, they see a judge but they still itching for licks
I wish you'd never f*cking died it sent me over a cliff
I hate the way you leave the room and know your presence is missed

I see your smile up in your sons and know they wish you existed
I was sitting on the couch when mama told me you passed
And now I'm thinking about our conversation, wish it would've lasted longer
Man, I wish I was stronger

I hate the way that my mind works, why am I overthinking conversations
You could hold my hand today but tomorrow its vacant
I'ma always ponder motives, like why would you date me
I'ma never fully trust you, I know you can play me

I've been hating all my thoughts, they've been getting too crazy
Watched you lie right to my face, man, your boldness amazes me
Mistrusted since a kid, they always thought I was a thief
Only Legos in my pocket, I was tryna build a dream

Now I hate the life I'm living, I'm just sadder than it seems
Hold on hand me that
Cough cough
It's a dead f*cking lighter

I hate my pride and all the shit that my emotions put me through
I hate the sound of violence, but man, I love thinking about violence
When it pertains the most to you, I probably hate you when your crew
I prolly hate your f*cking mama and her ugly hairdo

Right now I hate going to class, man, I really hate school
I hate shoes that aren't Crocs, boy, your Jordans ain't cool
I hate drippy motherf*ckers, why you look better than me
I guess I hate my f*cking brother, only man prettier than me

I hate trippy imagery, it just makes me wanna get high
I hate that I spend most my time getting stupid f*cking high
I hate without it, I can't even go to sleep at f*cking night
I hate that I need to see the sun every day to stay alive

In a perfect world, most of us humans wouldn't be alive
Sleep the cousin of death, that's why I'm an insomniac
I hate being a perfectionist, apparently its something wrong with that
I hate saying nothing's perfect, that means there's nothing wrong with cap

I hate going to sleep without my girl, man, I love her laugh
I hate when my family start dying, that's the wrong type of pass
I said pass the joint, not the coffin, got the wrong type of ash
I hate organized religion, suck my dick, it's a different type of mass

I hate being lost in the world, I need to find a map
I hate that I f*ck up and I can't get the time passed back
I hate that all this shit, f*ck, I hate, wish nothing rhymed, f*ck
I hate all this shit, f*ck, I hate that I hate all this shit

I hate that I hate all this shit, wish nothing rhymed with that
I hate that they judge me right on the nose, I want my sinus back
I hate that I'm ignoring my obligations to find time to rap
If I'm not on the mic, nigga, it's just a different kind of wrap, f*ck

I hate that I hurt myself, I'll do it again
I hate that I hurt my family and all my friends
I might just take my life, shit, it's f*cking time to end, nigga
I hate all this shit, up until the end, I hate

I hate
I hate