Phylax - Who I Am Lyrics

This is who I am
Harmful, inimical
Incessantly feeding off my own suffering
I can't fall asleep though I try and I try
I'd never had guessed this would control my life
I lock myself inside
Tied down to the chair
So I don't run back in tears
Put myself on display
I pour one more drink
This time I'll feel okay

Just one more

I trudge on
I'm so sick of this toiled routine
I slave, I fight
I can't stop the bite
Over and over again
The cycle repeats
Take me back to a time
Before this had taken my life
The nightmare won't end
It's inevitable
Over and over again
The cycle repeats

Looking back I wouldn't know what I could've changed
It all happened so fast
Leaving me to drain
I'd give anything to have you in my arms
One last night in peace
You and me

Just one more
Just like before

I trudge on
I'm so sick of this toiled routine
I slave, I fight
I can't stop the bite
Over and over again
The cycle repeats
Take me back to a time
Before this had taken my life
The nightmare won't end
It's inevitable
Over and over again

Walking alone
Through this sick, dark world that I call home
The one things that's constant
Is none of this will change
Over and over again
The cycle repeats

I try and I try
Again, the same as before
It's always defeat
It's inevitable
Over and over again
It's just who I am

It's just who I am
The cycle repeats
Over and over again

This is who I am