So close to god I thought I would've been found
Maybe I was up there to long and I had to come down
So close to god I thought I would've been saved
Maybe it's time to move out and find my own place
I gave you everything I knew
I gave my love away for you
So close to you I thought I would've found love
Don't know what your thinking because you turned your thinking off
So close to me you thought you would be dead
Didn't take any drugs but still your inside my head
Had all the love in the world, but I chased it away with pain
Had all the friends you could ever want , and I have myself to blame
Ooh and to my mother , who suffers everyday
You cant get away with the things I've done so down here I will stay
Oh lonely I will stay