Pinhead Reverie - "Always" Is a Stupid Word Lyrics

I'll always think about the way I left it
So unavoidable, I couldn't shake it
The concept of respect. Laughable, get it!
It's running away, you're losing your seconds
It's running away, you're dropping your records

Like Raleigh in California you couldn't
Like clockwork you realized you shouldn't
Have left so soon but now you're gonna get it
You're running away but never moving
You're running away guess you'll be there soon

Take your "Always". Underline, italisize it
Take your life time. Undermine, don't realize it
Take your music, just release it, they might get it
And if they don't, I guess don't sweat it

What have you got to lose? Your patience!
It can hold fast past all this, be patient
What you might lose you gain in waiting
What you might lose you lose because you're failing
XXXXXX you're failing!
(Failing!)

Take your "Always". Underline, italisize it
Take your thoughts, gather them up, get them together
Take your X's, send them out. Guess now they're wishes
And if they're not, I guess don't sweat it

I left my talons at the door
I don't know what I'd use them for
Cause' yours are in my back
It's not your fault. It's a fact: I'm a bore
Feel like I'm burning at the stake
And I'm burning cause I'm not okay
And my words are just fuel to a fire burning brighter by the second every day