Pinhead Reverie - Curveball Lyrics

Wait, I'm so tired of letting you finish
Let me talk for a minute, won't you?
Yeah, we're on top right now, I guess
But would you confess to the things you've said
And all the things you've done?
They're not right. We're not right
Let's fight it off again

Oh why won't you just go away?
Won't you acknowledge what we've accomplished?
Well it's a success, I guess, in many ways
It's not right to blame me away
I'm tired of perishing thoughts
I'm tired of counting the things I've lost

I'm tired of counting the things I've lost

We could perish in this fire
Tonight I feel so tired but it's cool
We're one and the same
Let's watch the flames dance away
We're all alone, but not really
I think it's really weird that we try
This is all we've got
We've been lost for so long

Wait, I'm so tired of wasting the minutes
On letting things finish
Can't we wait around while nothing changes?
Change is dangerous
But things are changing all the time, isn't that right?
I must've explained this to myself a thousand times

How I feel now
I don't quite know
Feeling it all
Don't tell a soul
My only wish
Is that I might
Feel like I've got no words
Because I can't sleep at night

How do I feel now?
I've lost my memories
Don't remember at all
Just my contemporaries
I know I sound insane
I just wish I would
Say something tangible because
I just feel like I should

How should I feel now?
I'm where I want to be
And if I say it enough I'll believe eventually
It's all an uphill climb
None of it's paying off
I don't want to think about it
I guess I'll just trail off

I've gotten what I wanted
Everything's forgotten
I've gotten what I wanted
Everyone's forgotten
Be still my beating heart because
No one else will bleed too
Be still or tear yourself apart
I don't want to be torn apart
I've gotten what I wanted
Everything's forgotten
I've gotten what I wanted
Everyone's forgotten