I Am the Anti-Saga Video (MV)

When I get like this the whole world can
See right into my messed up life
Hey, you! We could be friends again!
I could pretend to like you and you can pretend to like me
I like you better when I lie

I feel weird and tired all the time
I feel like existence is a crime
That's life guy, you must do or die
That's life and love, to live and die
I feel weird and tired all the time
I feel so tired all the time

If I give myself a concussion I won't be so tired of the mess
He confessed, he confessed to the whole entire world
I'm a failure
I like you better when I haven't seen you in a week
Can't delete the past, this platform I'm on is spinning pretty fast

I am wasting away here
I know I should stay
There's no telling how long
I'll decide I'll stick around
I have nothing to say
I'll take it to my grave
I'm just so quiet and now
I'm not gonna make a sound

(Twenty years from now I wonder if I'll look back on myself at this very moment
Flailing my arms inside my head looking for answers and questions and ways
To move forward or waiting for something to happen
Waiting for anything to happen
And I'll just continue to dream about kicking my own teeth in)

And I could write another passage
Another couple lines to explain the way I've been feeling lately
And all the while I've been staring at the same spot when I think about leaving