Pink Contrails - Theodore Lyrics

You color your hair like every month now
You color my life like every sundown, I
Wish you were here to make me calm down, I
Been feeling like Theodore, can't put my phone down
But lately I've noticed that you've felt distant
And all my concerns, I just dismiss them
'Cause you've been the only thing on my wishlist
So I just need to know if you wanna commit to this

'Cause I know we've gotten so far
I've never felt this connected to someone what did you do
Sometimes I feel you're like a soap bar
And I don't want you to slip, but girl what am I to you?
Am I here just for attention?
'Cause girl I'll give it to you
But I feel I gotta mention

I'm a soft shell, I been dropped before, so I'm wary of the
Love that, I been tryna give, and I'll carry all your
Baggage, like a bellhop, know you're shell shocked
Just please tell me how you feel, don't leave me in the dark
I'm still scared, babe
How I'm 'sposed to know if what we have is real?
You don't even *bleep* me
Do you just want a Samantha to give you something to feel?

Girl what am I to you?
Is it just attention?
'Cause girl I'll give it to you
Feel i gotta mention

I don't wanna live inside this damn phone my whole life
You know I'm thinking of you when I go to sleep at night
You be sitting on my mind like the DreamWorks kid
Catching all my feelings, you're my dream girl, dream girl
You see girl, I know that you got things you won't tell me
You want me to make a move, but I can't do it through the celly
When I think of goin' to see you girl, my knees just turn to jelly
But I wanna make us real and put the dick up in your belly, yeah