Impaled on the horn of a dark unicorn
Black ivory evaporates in my chest
My heart carves prison tallies deep into my ribs
Caked in soot and pleading for arrest
I'm punching the fire, punching the rain
I thought there was more to me than pain
I'm just a liar whose heart isn't healing
I've got a fake smile for every real feeling
I've got a thousand reasons I should never change
Torturing myself seems to be the way
I get a twisted comfort when things remain the same
Even if it's broken I don't want it any other way
Go numb in my limbs while the winter rainbows hymn
Watch my patron star fade from the sky
Put my final breath onto the scales of life
A sparrow's breath outweighs it every time
I'm punching the fire, punching the rain
I thought there was more to me than pain
I'm just a liar whose heart isn't healing
I've got a fake smile for every real feeling
I've got a thousand reasons I should never change
Torturing myself seems to be the way
I get a twisted comfort when things remain the same
Even if it's broken I don't want it any other way
My best will never be better
I've got a thousand reasons I should never change
Torturing myself seems to be the way
I get a twisted comfort when things remain the same
Even if it's broken I don't want it any other way