I had a dream where I was drowning And everybody watched
I saw myself falling farther
But no, I couldn't stop
I always try my very hardest
But sometimes I get lost
I wish that somebody could tell me What all of this would cause
Grow to be the things I hate
I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Now look
Grow to be the things I hate
I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Now look at the mess I made
I had a vision I was falling
You didn't look away
Ever since the winter I just haven't felt the same
I'll see the flowers as they whither
Can you feel my pain
As much as I try to deny it
No, I'm the one to blame
No, I'm the one to blame
The things I hate I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Grow to be the things I hate
I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Grow to be the things I hate
I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Now look
Grow to be the things I hate
I know you thought I was stronger
Can't help but pull away
Now look at the mess I've made
Now look at the mess I've made