Plaguema$k - Filled With Dread, Soon I'm Dead Lyrics

I've been diggin' deeper into my mind
Tryna' find the reason why I can't die
Stabbin' myself in the chest with a cursed knife
Cause I don't wanna' keep on livin' in this life
Diggin' deeper into my mind
Tryna' find the reason why I can't die
Stabbin' myself in the chest with a cursed knife
Cause I'm done and I'm tired of f*ckers to f*ck with my shit

All these hoes tryna' test my cool
But now I ain't the kid I was in school
You think I'm playin' but I'm not that kinda fool
I'm a f*ckin ghoul, It's time for me to rule

I will enslave, put em' in my grave
Insane, razor blade to cut the limbs of people that I hate
F*ck drug shit, either way I end up takin' lot' of pills
Will I die
Will I die
Hope I die
I am a captured and choking soul that will be
Dyin so slowly and I will be thankin' you
When I get to hell I find my rest in the fact that you
F*ckers are still up there but dead inside

Black death wiping through the street
Bodies pile, rottin meat
Life is feelin' incomplete
Mind is dark over heat
Now they judge who you are cause you bear a f*ckin' scare
Dressed in black, so bizzare but you shine like a star
What they say
What they think
What the know
Thinking we less worth than those f*ckers in the chateau
Sick and f*ckin' tired of feeling like a shadow
Can't accept this shit no more so Imma' f*ckin, hoe
Standin' with the 4 5 in the front of your own mirror
Thinkin' if you pulled the trigger you'll be out of danger
Sending over sickness to another who's in danger
F*ck that man, not yet not yet, will end it when it's over