Polarity - Choke Lyrics

I fall in between the pieces of my broken self
And I know I'm looking for something outside myself
Cause I can read between the lines
This technicolor life I can't seem to find

I am looking for a space I can disguise
Myself for treason
And I have nowhere else to hide
I am the reason

I search the depths of blocks I've placed inside my heart
But I quit before I enter the healing part
But I can read between the lies
Not willing to heal a past, a past that I despise

I am looking for a space I can disguise
Myself for treason
And I have nowhere else to hide
I am the reason

I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke on myself
I choke

And I am looking for a space I can disguise
Myself for treason
And I have nowhere else to hide
I am the reason