I swore I
Would never be happy
I guess I
Am finding it to be
That everything means nothing
If my life ain't spent
Knowing just what's my plan
One day I'll grow out of this
Then I can look at you with him
And I can feel like life doesn't need to end
But right now
It's a bottomless pit
Wanna get out
And try to freely exist
If this a lost cause
Then I'm lost forever