Post Precious - Lose Myself Lyrics

I barely grieve you
But still your presence shakes me cold
Don't wanna see you, please don't go, go, go

I never should've let you down
Never would've come around if I'd have known you'd be here with her now
I never should've let you down
Never would've come around if I'd have known it doesn't matter now

Oh I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose
Did I choose this hell?
I'm drowning in the wake of ya healing
I force it down
I force it down

Weight off my shoulder
But you still show a heavy ghost
And though I'm older I've not grown, grown, grown

I never should've let you down
Never would've come around if I'd have known you'd be here with her now
I never should've let you down
Never would've come around if I'd have known it doesn't matter now

Oh I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose
Did I choose this hell
I'm drowning in the wake of ya healing

I'm clutching at the chances that we lost or wasted
Who was I to think you'd be the one left waiting
Oh I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling

Who would have thought that I'd (I)
Be the one to fall into false highs (high)
When it never was anything but fine
Let's call it goodnight

Oh I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
Yeah I lose
Did I choose this hell
I'm drowning in the wake of your healing
I'm clutching at the chances that we lost or wasted
Who was I to think you'd be the one left waiting
Oh I lose
Yeah I lose myself
Can't help but giving into the feeling
I force it down
I force it down