Postcarnem - apathy Lyrics

So I just create 'cause I don't know how to face you
And you take all your things with the alcohol in your system
And I don't want to see you, don't come in,
You took my second chances and you keep messing again
I told you my worst demon was that I can leave or pretend
And I know detachment like a fisher knows his fish
I've done this so many times that by now it's a habit, dear
I wish you'd stay, wish
You'd stay
Tell me who's filling up
Your day, your day
I'll buy my heart back at midnight
And you can keep whatever's mine
Bring me to my senses
I've got nothing left to hide
It's me you wanted
From the start
But I can quit it, stop it, leave it
My days start when you're still dreaming
I wish you'd stay by me
Close your eyes and let's go dream
Awake in clubs, with your pink pills
You're my last wonder
Stick with me
Tell me who's been
Tell me who's been filling up your day, your day
Tell me who's been filling up your day, your day
I'll buy my heart back at midnight
And you can keep whatever's mine