Pray for Sleep - Dear Death, (feat. Hashu) Lyrics

I'm loading my escape
Questioning my fate
Contemplating other ways to deal with this pain

I'm needing some attention
Looking for direction
Wondering how I got here today

This can't be the end of everything
Won't you look in my eyes
Ooo
I can't wait for anything
I have something to say
Dear death I'll write you today

I fear the day, when you take life away
Can you please explain
Why you cause all this pain

I don't know what to say, while you lead
Lives a stray
I can't stop seeing your face
You're always getting your way

I'm playing out scenes
Would I really wanna be haunting others in silence and sleep

You can't pressure me to see
Try to lie between your teeth
That this last breath will find me relief

This can't be the end of everything
Won't you look in my eyes
Ooo
I can't wait for anything
I have something to say

I fear the day, when you take life away
Can you please explain
Why you cause all this pain

I don't know what to say, while you lead
Lives a stray
I can't stop seeing your face
You're always getting your way

What I want
What i know
What I've heard

When it's done
When i go
Will i burn?

Should i run
Am i slow
Will it hurt?

When you come
Will it show
Are you a blur?

I saw the devil grinning in my mirror
He said death is not bitter- delicate my dear
He tried to tell me i'll be helpless either way
Cause i don't wanna go but he knows i don't wanna stay

There I stood I looked the devil in the face
As he told me that I'm meant to be erased
I know I don't wanna let this go to waste
Even if that means i'll never be okay