i don't like u myself. Video (MV)

Why am I still fighting all the same things I was a year ago?
Why am I still in the same place I was?
Oh why am I still fighting all these things that I said that I'd let go of?
And why am I going round in these circles again?
I feel like I'm all alone
And I'm walking down an empty road
That leads to the same place again and again
I know I said I'd grow
From my mistakes
But the cycles goes
And I end up in the same places that I've been
Oh I don't like you
Myself
I can't fight you myself
I keep going through hell because of you
No I don't like you
Myself
Why can't I just prevail
Oh I keep going through hell because of you
You're the
Version of me
That I don't want to be
Been searching for peace
You stole that from me
As well as everything else in my life
Oh you keep breaking me down
And throwing me to the ground
And then stepping over me
But I will not allow you to
Throw me around
And have control over me
Anymore
Cause I'm my own man and
I cannot stand to
Have this version of me living
Oh I don't like you
Myself
I can't fight you myself
I keep going through hell because of you
No I don't like you
Myself
Why can't I just prevail
Oh I keep going through hell because of you
Oh I don't like youuu
Youuu
Youuu
Oh I don't like youuu
Youuu
Youuu