Pretty O.P. - Starts With an 'A' Lyrics

Despite everything's that's happened
Maybe now we can sit back and relax for a bit
All the love that I've been chasing
Makes it seems that I've been wasting more and more of it
Girl you were my first
But things began to feel rehearsed
So we finished our routine
So tell me, who's the rebound?
The other lover that you found
To keep your mind off of me

I wish your name
Didn't start with an "A"
You're at the top of my contact list
I want to call
'Cause I see your name all the time
But I must resist

And I could really use the help
But in truth I do this to myself
It's just one more bad habit of mine
Going through all of our old pictures
Wishing it was easier to quit her
Than changing a status online
Another week, another photo of you and another guy
I don't know who
You didn't waste any time
So they step in line
Her doors are open
Now the vultures swarm
The broken heart I left behind

I wish your name,
Didn't start with an "A"
Your at the top of my contact list
I want to call
'Cause I see your name all the time
But I must resist

Remind me why we split to begin with
It's strange how reflection can change our perspective

Oh and ever since we broke
I've been slowly losing hope
In the idea that we can still be friends
Couldn't really expect her
To be hung up on me forever
I suppose that don't makes sense
But I know we'll be alright
Convalescence takes its time
Though I will mention I met someone the other day
We talked for a bit, before her dismissal
She gave me her number and first initial
A fresh new take on this refrain

I wish your name
Didn't start with an "A"
Your at the top of my contact list
I want to call
'Cause I see your name all the time
But I must resist