Paintin' pictures of perfection that come with flaws
Many times the days were hard, but never the knew the cause
Tried to abide by the system, but it was f*ck the laws
Livin' off of check after check, all to eat was applesauce
I prayed for God to save me, and brighten up the light
I seen my Pops suffer harder
He was fightin' for his life
Took a leg off his body
Doctor ain't even use a knife
Done wrong so many times
Lost count of all the times were right
Died in front of my eyes
I couldn't save him
How the f*ck I'm supposed to go on
I'm all alone, and feelin' so grim
I can walk on both my feet
But why it feel like I'm missin' a limb
I can never get my Pops back
Like Kanye can never get Kim
Mama right by my side
I gotta keep goin
A lot of life ahead for me
Only purpose to live
So I keep growin'
Not a day goes by that Ion think about you
I know you in Heaven knowin'
Our memories livin' within me
Ya soul in my heart we forever sewed in
May he Rest In Peace
May he rest, may he rest
May he Rest In Peace
May he rest, may he rest
Days been gettin' darker
Nights been gettin' shorter
I can't close my eyes no more
Ion got my Father
Barely slept in five months
Feel like I'm Jordan Carter
Shit really hittin' my chest
Felt like I took a hit from Sharper
Now more than ever
I gotta go harder
Need me some millions
F*ck all them quarters
Do it for Mama
Gotta be stronger
Gotta keep livin' life
Tomorrow ain't promised
Can't be on them lies
Gotta keep it honest
Gotta stay humble
Gotta keep it modest
In the blink of an eye
Imma be the hottest
Can't be all too quiet
Gotta keep up talkin'
We can't live forever
You here then you gone
Jus' like the weather
Flyin' away
Jus' like a feather
That's why everyday
It feel like a treasure
We all got a limit
But we don't know the measure
Can't be thinkin' it's smooth
We ain't talkin' bout leather
Keep it P, girl you special
We in this together
One with the heart
Apply with some pressure
Do what you love
Live with some pleasure
Negative energy
Can't live with the stressor
Live life your own way
But don't do no extra
May he Rest In Peace
May he rest, may he rest
May he Rest In Peace
May he rest, may he rest
It's been like five months, but I still miss you
Everyday
Ion know how Imma go without you
But I keep findin' a way
I jus' keep findin' a way
I jus' keep findin' a way
May you Rest In Peace