So I write one thousand more letters
To you now so one day you will stumble upon a paper in the mess I've made
You see the message very clearly states the same thing
Every single page is the same word over and over again
I need you to be yourself again
I need the fire in your heart to show us the light of the color of the day again
Cuz I can't see a god damn thing inside of my mind
I'm growing blinder every day
I cannot feel at all
The fire in my lungs begins to break away
And I just need to know that there is someone else out in the universe who cares about something at all
Who cares more than what they think is everything they need to be at times
If you could hear the part of my life crumble away
If you could hear me for the humanity in my throat
I'm not asking you to die
I'm asking you to let the rest of us live our life
Because all we need out of life is to live like there is time
The perfection you once found inside your heart is slowly gone away
And you don't understand why
The world entire totality
Is becoming more Than what we thought it could be
The moment we were born was just the beginning
And the moment we grow old into
Is just the same disguise for our desires
For the world as they slowly become more
For me and you
And I will be the voice of my own life as I begin to
Slowly walk backwards through how my life began
And I will see the world from your eyes
When I am ready to forgive mine
But there is so much motion in us all
This ocean isn't mine
But I'll trace it just the same to try and find
My one day my shadow will become a man
Will become a man
And follow
Till the day we sing together
My brother
My carbon copy
The man who follows me
Is not who I am
But I will harbor him
Just the same as I have always done
We will hide in love again
We grow infinitely small
So you never have to know when we fall
In ourselves
We carry the weight of the world on our shoulders but not because anybody told us
But because we love everything in ourselves
And I lock my way into a prison
A prison meant for more than me
It's meant to hold us all
And one we'll leave this world
And see the universe
For every star
And every scar in the stars
That they don't want us to see when we are young
We will learn
We will find everything inside the hearts
We
Are not the beginning
Nor are we the end
We don't ever have to feel like
We will ever see the beginning of the end of our life
It will always be
Always be
Always be
Always be there for us
No matter what we say or do
It will always be there for me and you
I grow old in time
Wash
Over me
One day I will know love
I wash every part of my own mind
I want to find
That I can still love you as a friend
And never have to cross any lines that we establish between us
I've been conquered once
I don't ever want to be destroyed again
You could never take life from me
I want to assure that no matter who I see
In my life they never have to feel the way I felt inside of my life
I want to spare the world my children
The pain of the trauma of going inside your own mind
To combat the fear of the world in its entirety
The sicknesses in my mind
Isn't mine to hold
It's the universes
It's the society around us
As we grow colder
Everyday
There's a memory
In the time it takes for me to sleep
I feel the terrors in the night
They shake my legs and keep me up
The light in the tunnel
Is guiding me farther
Than I've ever been
And I don't know how
To begin to let go
Of anything in my throat
And I could sit here forever inside of this world and orate for you
And take apart the things that I say and just give them to you
But you don't f*cking want that do you?
You feel like you have to pay for everything in this world well you don't have to feel at all
Like you owe me anything at all
But I swear one day I would love to see who you
Truly is
The heart of the artist is within
You don't have to wear it on your shoulder
Anymore if you don't want to see me for what
We are we
We are
We are
We are more than what we seem at times
We are everything inside the darkness
Wait for me I will forget everything
I told to you if you just let me live my life
The way I've always lived my life
Inside the other side of the mind of what we are
We should we should
We should be terrified of being
Human
There's no more value in the part of being human
I'm no better than a slave
I am slave
To a machine that doesn't want me here anymore
So I'm disbanding my heart and the armor that I wore
And I'm leaving it all behind
If you don't want to follow me to where I go I understand
But where I go there is only love
The other side of this universe
The society that's waiting for the birth of what we are to emerge
The colony inside of our hearts
The sunrise of tomorrows darkness
Is coming to the light
To guide me home
To show me more than what is there at all