Prince Xen - Change your pain Lyrics

I'm sittin' in a room with all my thoughts, I'm goin' mad
Need a jay to cloud my thoughts, I know y'all understand that
Ever sit and think about if we can push time back
What would I do, what would I change
It's like my mind is runnin' laps
I know it's hard to think about, all you remember is pain
Insecure of all your actions, thinkin' you are to blame
Knowin' life only gets worse and it will never be the same
What's the game without no pain, so go get hurt and make a change
I been through misery and I can't seem to find a way to go
Try to paint a better picture but my flaws are all that show
Always had that lonely feelin', I was always feelin' low
Hope to find a change in life or other ways that I could grow
There's a lot that I can say
A different story every day, there really is no point to wait
Unless you wanna fade away, this evil pain
Stuck in my brain, I cannot change the way it stains
I cannot change the way it goes
Hold on to your hope, to your faith
Hold on to the weight, your mistakes
Take you to the plate, to the stars
Choose another fate
You heard I'm from God, he gon' drop me here in May
Know we goin' far cause it's part of prophecy
Tell me I know you done saw, now you gonna come with me
Or now they're gonna come for me
Alright, ima let em