Hold My Own (feat. Youni Soul) Video (MV)

Lately all the hits I've thrown been getting blocked yo
Feel like that shit don't ever go right
I watched many people flee when I relied on em
Feel like I'm in this all alone so I guess I gotta hold my own yea
Yea I guess I gotta hold my own
It's all on me this time I can feel it now
Uh real eyes realize real lies
Real vibes thank god still guides
Real love kills pride and seal ties
But oh my many soul ties done untied
Left out and hung dry when I was unfly
But who am I to play the victim that's just one side
Crunch time family always want to Brady Bunch mine
The shit I seen just let me know I see but I was once blind
Unconditional love no motives or selfish wants I'm
Doing for me and mine yea I Failed but the f*ck tried
Take losses cut ties make bosses uprise sometime
You gotta switch lanes that ion give a f*ck side uh
Sometime when climbing gotta fall just on the trust side uh
Sometime some consequences comin with that tough pride yea
Can't nobody infiltrate you on that upside yea
Feel like I'm stuck right here cuz
Lately all the hits I've thrown been getting blocked yo
Feel like that shit don't ever go right
I watched many people flee when I relied on em
Feel like I'm in this all alone so I guess I gotta hold my own yea
Yea I guess I gotta hold my own
Dam like the weight of the world on my muf*cking shoulders sometime but check
Just some honest shit must be karma from me putting all that work in
On my my mind is where some trauma sit
Though I handle it like a don and shit
I'm just a megalodon in a small pond my city some piranha shit
Go through that rough that's where yo diamond is
If mind and heart where that alignment is only a matter of time
You show them niggas what time it is
Rewind that shit what's failure accomplishment you define that shit check look
I'm still thankful for the ones here
Still unclear why I don't see some day ones here
I went for things that some fear it got me numb here
Loosing niggas over nothing and these guns here Just one tear too many
Milds back to back and a beer too many
Reminiscing on a year too many
Steering through plenty obstacles you ain't here with me
And all my wins just feel like losses less you cheer wit me
Since you been gone pops since you been gone chi I love y'all man
Feel like that shit don't ever go right
I watched many people flee when I relied on em
Feel like I'm in this all alone so I guess I gotta hold my own yea
Yea I guess I gotta hold my own
Uh and I know I ain't the only one it's a lonely world
It's a lonely generation know what I mean
You can be surrounded in a room full of friends and a room full of family
And still feel like that just want to say
I'm thankful for all my true family and friends that been here