Prison Escapee - The Art of This Lyrics

I gave up the Army and called it quits
I should've remembered
How to master
The art of this

I don't want to know
What I weigh today
It's gonna go up and down
And fluctuate anyway

I am a falcon
With my talons out
I never wanted this
Only wanted out

It's not my fault
I found a hundred
Thousand dollars
On the ground

I'm not feeling like myself anymore
I'm not feeling like myself
I can't believe you threw the paint at my face
I can't believe you kicked the kids out without me, oh

I don't want to feel your pain
I don't want to feel anything

I don't want to feel your pain
I don't want to hear your heart beat
In the back of my brain