prod.byratio - For You Lyrics

You've been distant
When I'm in your ear
You don't listen
Your mind is elsewhere
Is we and us there?
In the back of your mind
All the time that we spent building
I can't help but cry
Like you're leaving me
So silently
Do you want
A life without me?
I can't sit and lie
Like it don't bother me
Is it still we?
Is it still you and me?
Hmm, I was right
Now my heart
Stops each time
A car passes my home
You get comfort, in my alone?
Time passed by
I don't know the reason why
I built a castle in the sky
In my mind just
For you
For you
For you
That's the sound of me flushing my dreams away
Mentally I still fall
I'm hoping for better days
And God's a witness to all
I'm bringing my mama shame
Rubbing dirt on her name
12 and 12 to 16, my 8th will come back to reign
Yet even still I feel drained
Cause dreams are meant for the chasing
But how do you chase when the world's insane
So is it all in vain?
I'm stressing from this job I have on the daily
But it's needed for my lady
Can anyone come and save me?
I'm praying every day to find myself
I'm basing my values on everything from someone else
I don't need help
But I'm a fiend, that's what I tell myself
Love ain't my drug
My tomb was dug by me and no one else
I'm doxing on my mental health
Electrically, I'm someone else
Smiling and all
I buy the pills that just depress the felt
Lonely and lost
I cannot stop the way that iron skelps
Slapping myself, the way that ice broke the pipe
You'd think my time would come to me and melt
Time passed by
I don't know the reason why
I built a castle in the sky
In my mind just
For you
For you
For you