Got some big plans
And a whole lot to lose
I don't want to go back and forth with you
A faceless symbol of the truth
I want to know but I don't know who
There's always a silver lining
It's not defining me
Won't catch me crying
Even though I cry and weep
Laying on the floor
Everywhere in a heap
Minds decor
How long have I been counting sheep
Gone too far, step or a leap
In the dark, walking like a creep
Hide behind a lie or two
Not going to face the music
You call me a liar too
But I learned how to use it
I could make a slide or two
About how to improve it
You run and hide
Because there's no way to prove it
I got some big plans and a whole lot to lose
I don't want to go back and forth with you
Step off a cliff and into the valley
Think about all the things I can't believe
Pick my heart up, wear it on my sleeve
Reach up into the sky, I can't breathe
I got a lot of things
You don't need to know about me
I got a lot of dreams
I can't be lonely
I don't want to see
I've been ripping at the seems
I don't want to bleed
I'm getting tired of losing teeth
All this breathing in, am I allowed to breath out
Stepping in my shoes, you see what I see now
Pretty f*cking cool, I think I figured out how
How to read the rules, how to drown the sound out
Got some big plans
And a whole lot to lose
I don't want to go back and forth with you
A faceless symbol of the truth
I want to know but I don't know who
There's always a silver lining
It's not defining me
Won't catch me crying
Even though I cry and weep
Leave it on the floor
Laying there heap
Minds decor
How long have I been counting sheep