Promonant - I Wouldn't Mind (feat. Amanda Crouse) Lyrics

Goddamn I live a crazy life
The girls around me seem to be amazing nice
But
All they do is give me all this strife
Makes me wanna reach and grab a f*cking knife
Cookies on my bed ain't thought of nothing else
The taste of her was good enough to change myself
I gave her all my love till I had nothing left
Then I cried a million tears after she up and left
Damn, why you crying over spilled milk?
These was just the days i used to reminisce
I thought she wanted what I wanted and that was respect
Guess it wasn't meant to be cause now I feel like shit
Wish she'd come back and be happy wit me
Today we only friends and that's the end of it
If you want just what I want then you finally find out these the days you left to make a better fit

I wouldn't mind, if I saw you at your worst I swear
I wouldn't mind, if you burned in hell after you left me there
Give me a reason to look away from this feeling cause it ain't going nowhere
And, I wouldn't mind
If you felt the pain the same pain I felt

I met this girl up at the fair when I was fifteen
She had a pretty face but damn she was looking mean
I thought she was somebody so I called her name
Then realized it wasn't her because she followed me
She had a personality that made me blush
I told her that nobody else can mess wit us
I loved her to my heart because she had my trust
But now I think that's something that was in the dust
She always thought I was unfaithful so she kept on fussing
All we ever do is argue then its back to lusting
Man I wish she would believe me when I say I'm with her
Imagine how I felt she wit some other nigga?
And now she tries to call me on some new shit
Tryna start an argument or making up excuses
You never could believe the things I done for you
That's why I never hesitate to say we're through

I wouldn't mind, if I saw you at your worst I swear
I wouldn't mind, if you burned in hell after you left me there
Gimme a reason to look away from this feeling cause it ain't going nowhere
And, I wouldn't mind
If you felt the pain the same pain I felt

I had this person in my life she was my best friend
Had my heart and soul but hurt my feelings in the end
Popping shit about me jealous to the f*cking end
If I ever saw that bitch I bet she feel my wrath
Honestly I don't talk about her she's in the past
I had to get something up off my chest before I pass
You always doubting everything and always judging me
All because you had some separate insecurities
Listen Jee, I could never be bitter I'm bigger than any nigga you seen in your lifetime
My life is complicated yet you play off my emotions so when we fought
I told you that this shit would be the last time
And if this shit were to happen again
You gone wish I was the type of guy you pushed over and yet was still a friend
Let's be clear, you had an issue facing your opponent
Ain't have no brother there to spoil u, treat you like a woman
Who was there to keep you fed and make you humble
This ain't a diss song this is just me being honest
When I lashed out against you I promise I wasn't bitter
It just was really hard when I tried to say I love you and I miss you