Proper Youth - Sad Song Lyrics

My name is a sad song
Don't let my crewneck fool you
My name is a Hallmark card
Happy Birthday, my love

I just need to ask
If I lose my mind, will you water my plants?
Until then I'll make myself at home

Every atom needs encouraging
Please breathe with consideration
I can feel my borders fade
One punch biopsy, please

I just need to know
If I swallow my bones, will I slide undertow
I can handle myself
Once I was sure

Maybe I'm a loose cannon
Jumping the gun too soon
Cloudy mind and cold feet
Push the boat out just to see

I just need to ask
If I lose my mind, will you water my plants?
Until then I'll make myself at home