Protein - In Between Lyrics

Have you ever felt the fear of life slipping away
Slowly losing contact, soaking up all the pain
My once bright vision is now getting dimmed
I'm afraid to admit what I have gotten in
Surrounded by foes who claim to be my friends
They always find a way to pull me down in the very end

Anxiety hard to despise
Urging rage that I decline
I try, I f*cking try
To keep that precious peace of mind

Every step that I take is like balancing between
Noose tightening still, thoughts becoming ill
It's tearing me up, it's pulling me away
Can I expel these shadows and hold myself sane?