PRXJEK - Depression (Self Doubt) Lyrics

Here I go again in my deep thoughts
Wishing I could push a button for a restart
See my depression ain't something easily fought
Can you explain to me the reason why I get crossed?
Why the ones that I trust got me pissed off?
Reminiscing 'bout the friends that done switched up
Lately I've been feeling like I wanna give up
Tryna pull myself together but I've been stuck
Man, this shit's f*cked
Life just feels so goddamn stagnant
Each step I take, I'm just going backwards
Heart used to be full of hope and passion
But now when I drop, I get no reaction
Maybe I'm just doubtful and overthinking
But how can I be proud with no one to listen?
Used to be on top, I was steady killing
Now I wanna jump off of the nearest building
So please tell me what the f*ck did I do wrong
Used to be someone but that's all long gone
I put my heart in these songs write away the pain
'Til it fades only way I can keep calm
High strung, I'm so anxious I hate how it feels
To fix all the damage, might pop me some pills
When I think 'bout my past it just give me the chills
Well, I wanna give up but I can never yield