Feeling Good Video (MV)

You know, people are always asking me how I feel
And I say I'm doing good
But I know they don't understand how I truly feel underneath
I just tell people what they want to hear you know
I don't want them to know of the demons I'm fighting
And the pain I'm going through
So as far as they know...
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, at least I should
Memories tend to fade, and people tend to change
They're pushing evil thoughts, they crash around my brain
They're barking all the time, like dogs hooked on their chains
Their comments always follow like a never-ending chase
I focus on myself, I'm sharpening my aim
Next chapter of my life, but I haven't filled a page
I try to do things right, but my heart is filled with shame
I'm swimming with the sharks, but can't even handle waves
Maybe, that's just, my head, making a big deal
I don't, really, know if, that is how I feel
Maybe, that's just, my head, making a big deal
I don't, really, know if, that is how I feel
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, at least I should
Maybe I should go ahead and move real far away
A little bit of space might put my mind at bay
I really wanna leave but it's hard to move astray
Cuz even though it's tough I just really wanna stay
I wish I could be me though
Just wanna be like y'all people
My mind must think I'm evil
Cuz I still can't say how I feel so
I'm feeling lovely, I'm feeling good
I'm feeling lovely, at least I should