City Blood Bank Video (MV)

Part of me is faded and cold
Part of me is rusted and old
My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes
Hit me at once then all together disappear
My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
Behaving and acting
Not empty but not me
Forgetting who I used to be
Upside down till nosebleed
Every turn became a corner
Every turn became a torture
Wanna earn a badge of honor
Be my one and only soldier
I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to feel
Let it go, let it seal, before growin' you gotta kill
Part of me is faded and cold
Part of me is rusted and old
My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes
Hit me at once then all together disappear
My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
Behaving and acting
Not empty but not me
Forgetting who I used to be
Upside down till nosebleed
Lost in long nights, running short on time
Standing upright, knowing I'll be alright
Not editing myself for someone else
Not reckonin' I'll be something else
Not fallin' for black or white lies
Not turning on a dime ahead of time
Keep dying and breathin'
Not faking but changing
On the lookout for the red lights
On a burning edge but not gonna die
Alone, alone, alone in a dark city
Hoping one day someone hears me
Not that bad, it's nothing
I don't know what to feel, I'm so f*ckin' used to feelin' lonely
I'm okay with it
Part of me is faded and cold
Part of me is rusted and old
My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes
Hit me at once then all together disappear
My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
Behaving and acting
Not empty but not me
Forgetting who I used to be
Upside down till nosebleed
In a dark city
In a small pond, tryna make a sound
Out in the cold gettin' off the ground
In the city fresh flesh and bone
Proving I'm not a stone
Part of me is faded and cold
Part of me is rusted and old
My dreams, my demons, my fears, my mistakes
Hit me at once then all together disappear
My free will, my ego, my constraints, my sanity
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
For a second I'm free
Behaving and acting
Not empty but not me
Forgetting who I used to be
Upside down till nosebleed