Purgatory - Clarity Lyrics

You don't know what it's truly like
To have a conscious sayin' life ain't f*ckin worth it
A lifetime of battling demons, this pain this pleasure so true
The most honest thing I feel is I don't know what the f*ck to do
Cutting through to find clarity in frozen dreams of dismal ecstasy
Whisper in my ear the sweet promise of life after death
Promise me no more fear or pain at my last breath
My eyes gloss over and my lips curl to a sneer
F*ck you and your promise of a life so pure
You thought you won, to concede a last memory
But now I've got my grip so tight while I split your f*ckin ribs
Drag you through my living hell, blissful misery
Breaking your soul til you rest in piss
You can't help me, FUCK THAT I don't need it
Give into my demons, enough of this shit
This is my world, my agony, my hate
I control my destiny I decide my fate