I'm unsure
That I know what "love" means anymore
But you
Seem so easy to be okay around
I have songs
To remind me of how I'm supposed to feel
And what's more
I've got songs that sound like they're written about you
I feel drained
Because the more I try the less I feel
And you
Try so hard and it's too good I know
That I'll
Just let it happen and hope I'll be okay
And I'll feel
These things that are so unfair to you
I'm not sure what you mean to me
And I don't know why I can't just be happy
I'm like you
Except I disappear when my thoughts cave in
And you
Were so easy until I needed a reason to drown
In myself
And I threw up walls so I could stay away
From you
I built walls so I could stay away from you
I'm not sure what you mean to me
And I don't know why I can't just be happy