Pxckets - Breath Lyrics

I just wish that I could breath
Throw me right into the sea
I don't really wanna be
I just wish that you could see
I just wish that I could breath
Throw me right into the sea
I don't really wanna be
I just wish that you could see
Take a breath
What is next
Pop a pill
Lay me to rest
Get the checks
I'm still depressed
Try to feel
Nothing left
I cant escape
I need a break
I cry alone
To numb the pain
To many days
I'm not ok
Sip patronne
And fade away
I wish you could see that I been falling to pieces
I wanna be set free but I'm just not finding a reason
I'm sick of being me constantly been fighting my demons
And when I try to sleep then I start to question my meaning
I try to find a way but I'm always stuck in a cycle
I smoke the pain away every single day is survival
I don't know what to say so I pop a pill and I spiral
Looking for better days but I'm always stuck in denial
I'm so sick of all this pain
I just wish that I could fade away
It's been so hard to maintain
I just hope that I don't die in vain
So much shit up in my brain
Taking shots like its novacane
Medication in my veins
Never sober and i cant complain
I just wish that I could breath
Throw me right into the sea
I don't really wanna be
I just wish that you could see
I just wish that I could breath
Throw me right into the sea
I don't really wanna be
I just wish that you could see