Pxckets - i'm sorry Lyrics

And I hope you know that I am so sorry
For everything that I've done
And I hope you know that I am so sorry
I think that depression has won
Good riddance, goodbye
What do you think of when you look to the sky
Sometimes I wish that I could just fly
So that I could be alone when I'm inside my mind
They ask me how I am and I tell them I'm fine
But deep down inside that's a bullshit lie
I don't know if i can ever find the time
To tell you what's really going on in my mind
Every single day i been tryin to escape
All of the shit that's wrong with my brain
Look into my eyes and you can see the pain
I cant see the sun when I'm living in the rain
I try my best to just keep moving on
That's why i write this note in the form of a song
I hope you wont miss me when I'm finally gone
Cuz everything you think know about me is wrong
The pain the stress the grief
That's real
When I'm alone i tend to think
Bad deal
So i pour another drink
Can't feel
Till I'm sleeping by the sink
Won't heal
When I call they don't reply
I'm just another guy
They don't got the time
Speed dial suicide
And I hope you know that I am so sorry
For everything that I've done
And I hope you know that I am so sorry
For everything that I've done
And I hope you know that I am so sorry
I think that depression has won