I still love you
Just like I did before
But before you Smile
And walk through that door
Now listen
I try and act hard
I try and act big
I pray to the lord
That I can be lit
But I cannot do
The things that I did
I come and I go
I treat 'em like shit
I try and act tough
I try and be cool
But I always break
And spazz like a fool
All the hearts that I broke
Makes me a tool
All the fights that I won
Makes me look cruel
Goin' through the motions just like how we do
I never thought I'd fall in love with you, yeah baby
You'll never truly see, just what you meant to me, yeah, yeah, yeah
But I am a monster
Never at the alter
They don't forgive
I fall and I falter
Now i'm bein' slaughtered
By all those imposters
Had all these snakes
All on my roster
Now I'm bein' hurt
By all those I've Foster'ed
All those I've cared for
All of them Prosper
Most of them demons
And they're gettin' stronger
Most of them demons
And they're gettin' Ghost!
I still love you
Just like I did before
But before you Smile
And walk through that door
Now listen
Goin' through the motions
Just like how we do
Never thought I'd fall in love with you, yeah
You'll never truly see, what we're meant to be
My wounds they run so deep
Wish you never ghosted me, yeah
Ghosted me
Ghosted me
If it's truly love, then we'll see, yeah
Oh
Mm