QC - I Wish I Knew Lyrics

I wish I knew what it was all about
Life is counting down and I'm in and out of vibes of people I'm around
Pickin' on the strings and the chords of life's chorus
Once I get my shit recorded, what's meant to be will take that next moment
And I believe that it would be for me to grow
I wish I knew but don't even doubt that everything else can't keep up with the flow
So I, keep it coming and from the front to back row, I've got attention
I ain't ever felt shit like this before, I don't know what to do with it except for not let it go
But I can share it cuz when it comes to greatness out here I am not alone
So I just keep on learnin', wish you knew that I observed and that I seen the pain in your eyes could drown a ocean Current
Wish I could drown a current rapper, these bastards are painting pictures of money and for the heart it's a hazard
I wish I knew a way to end this disaster
But we'll be stronger in the end so f*ck, it don't even matter
I wish I did though

I wish I knew what would happen, if I took a ride around the block and everyone you know that I passed was Dancin'
My music blastin', the industry fractures
A new divide and by fractions, I'm extracting every last one of these motherf*ckers who don't practice what they Preach
Classrooms full of students and they've got nothin' to teach
I'm extracting the obstruction to your inner peace
It's not until you know it's there that you can break the release, now freeze
Turn up my volume and lean back
I can't believe these dreams seem so real when I'm on a track
Cadillac, it don't matter, could be my '02 Taurus
I'm down the rabbit hole cruisin' in my wonderland focus
Notice, how I can paint a picture just right to make your left brain love the logic I bring to the mic
I wish I knew what it was like to never grow old
Or to forever, or ever live young
I'm an old soul

I wish I knew what the f*ck was goin' on
99% of people who believe in heaven still livin' wrong
If everlastin' life was an option, then stop bein' an asshole and fiendin' for material objects
I wish I knew if I believed in God cuz sometimes I doubt it
Sometimes I even think that if he's here I'll do it without him
But sometimes I pray, sometimes I'm walkin' with the father from the moment that I wake up 'till the end of my Day
So you could easily guess, my life's heavy
I wish I knew if I was cursed or blessed to be this deadly, you ready?
The world's about to get messy, and everything's so blurry so I stay focused just to keep my pen steady
A dosage of Henny is deadly when the world is unfriendly, its got me ready
To set that white flag down gently, pick up a gun and unload it, and wield a knife in my lefty
I'm too loving for that, so lyrically I'm beheading