Finally the sun-rays be poppin off
Haze of the awkward month of January droppin off
But it done did damage
The panic attacks, the nervous breakdowns, depression a savage
Nearly every Dreggy felt it, smelt it, dealt widdit
Tryna get warmer, Celtic pelt widdit
It's difficult when all seeped through and melted in
The nooks of your cranium so they only spell chagrin
You gotta have dark before you have the light
But my eyes have adjusted and nothin seeming too bright
Tunnel vision only helpful when the end is in sight
And hopefully I aint missin shit to my left and my right
I got 10 more months to navigate
A future with prospects, and that'll make a grown man salivate
No poking holes in my seacraft, believe that
I'm working and I'm focused on eventual lean back
0-2-2-0-2-0
Shaved away the old, grew nouveau jewfro
0-2-2-0-2-0
Go from drinking soju to row new boat
Imma try to leave my demons behind me
I know I'm flawed, aren't we all, please don't remind me
Imma try to leave my demons behind me
And imma listen to the angels in my life so I find me
Her apartment covered wall to wall with mirrors
Upper East Side, doorman be the peers
Watch the front door security camera
Like the shit was f*ckin Cops, rushin up with bandanas
Angie is a fashion icon, you couldn't have rocked this
Lookin like a more boisterous Olympia Dukakis
On the first time eatin' edamame
She ate the discarded shells and processed on the wrong day
Used to be homies with Estee Lauder
That cheap ass always play the f*ckin martyr
Angie strong as iron thus painted a bitch
1950, age 22, unmarried and thus a witch
Bark at you if you suckin your teeth
Man, her tongue is a weapon it's always out of its sheath
There has never been a person more brutally honest
So I raise my glass to her spirit beyond this
I love you Angie
I miss you and I miss Gloria, you both are wild like banshee
And play a role in my heart I could never explain
Taught me how to be fiery and to never be plain
Taught me how to be polite while also not to be tame
And I take that to my heart and clutch it all of the same
Imma never stop cursing as long as you're in my brain
Brosnan know Angela Monti is one helluva dame
Ok