Burning myself from the inside out
Doing all the things we said we never would
We are the kids our parents warned us about
Pouring poison in my soul again
Trying to fill a hole that never ends
It only leaves me wanting more
I have nothing to apologize for
You destroyed me more than anyone before
Sure I make mistakes sometimes
But that's no excuse for what you did
This could've been my last mistake
I'm sitting here still wide awake
Why do I still love you
Happy endings play out in my dreams
Oh god I wish it was real
I just wanted to be your friend
You're stuck inside my head
I want you gone
I want you back
Maybe this is my fault
Maybe it's just all in my head
I dreamt with you but I couldn't follow through
I want to go back and fix just one tiny mistake
Maybe then things wouldn't have turned out this way
So if you're listening and you really feel this way
Then say it to my face
Say it to my face
Say it to my face
Say it to my face