Honestly I've been lost, my friend
Can't you see
That I've stopped being myself
Thinkin' how it all began
And just how
In the hell
Did I lose my cool
My oooh
I'm not well, oh well
I lost my calm
All my charm
And forreal
She shoulda bailed
And so she did
I did as well
I did some wrong
I didn't care
But I was wrong
And was a mess
Gettin' stronger
Stayin' blessed
That's what it's really bout
Focusin' on gettin' out
Your dreams
Get the piggy, snout
Baby, baby biggie bounce
The pain away
That's what it's really bout
Baby, baby be without
The games, ok
And you could see without
Them eyes being open
Feel the ocean
Let it go
Inhale the clouds away
And you can take this next shit
How you wanna
Never leanin' on a teammate
Never thinkin' bout opponents, at all
But more important, you determine where you fall
Cuz I got ways of stayin' even
Even when I am at odds, oh lawd
So far from demon, but a beast of different sorts
Made a list of all the reasons you should look up at the stars
So when, you get back
You can tell em what you saw
Let em in on what they missin'
Letters overfill your drawers
From this stunner we called wonder
Once was captured in a war
Told you tales of love and hell
Out there from the battle floor
He wrote
I woke to live again this day
I pray for many more
Everything's so hard to watch
But trust the smell is far more harsh
I think imagination is the source for mending broken hearts
I find imagination the only place I can play my part
I think my destination at this point
Is somewhere deep and dark
I feel the seasons changing
Rearranging how I piece these thoughts
I never thought
I'd survive a life like this
Fire fallin' from the sky
Made the night so crisp
Not so free, not even when my lock got picked
And I heard an angel say
Come with me or be sick
Or be sick
Or be sick
Or be sick
What were the things you needed
When you spent your time on Earth
There wadn't no better thing than
You being my homie
My friend, but you put yourself to an end
Before I got the chance to show you
And you seen the team win
And I apologize for skippin' funeral arrangements
But for me you keep on livin'
With your demons vanquished
But now I'll know it better, not to ever forget
And now you'll know it better, not to ever forget
That all this joy and all this pleasure
All this pain and this sin
All this sunlight and these shadows
Just imagination
That all this joy and all this pleasure
All this pain and this sin
All this sunlight and these shadows
Just imagination
Can ya dig?