Tonight I lay to rest in the bitterness and hate you left me with, you left me here
You cast out just the same, you're emptier than the wars you fight in vain. But you're too hurt to see
I'm terrified that you won't stay gone for long
The restful muse is far away, and the solace found in the innocence of youth has left me too. My will is wearing Thin, like the promises I've made. When I told you I would stay
Paint this burning forest grey
I see you from the pit you left me in
You have become my grave
And I welcome the dirt you push over my face
If I could get my head straight
I know I could figure this out
But you won't sleep until I'm an empty shell of bones
I don't want to lose myself tonight