Uhh
Uhh
Ahh uhhh
Uhhh
I'm f*cked up in the head, I really don't give a f*ck
I'll push you off the edge just to put you back up
Start an argument about shit just to see if you give a f*ck
And when you leave, I break down
See I'm not really tough
I got secrets, you can read em
You be calling my bluff
I need constant reassurance, so I'm clingy as f*ck, hmm
But then again don't get too close to me
I been fighting all these demons and now they close to me
Well, physically I hate the way that I look
And all these bitches on your dick and I might act insecure
Craving attention from these niggas cause I'm not really sure
I'm a queen but sometimes I get confused of my worth
How can you love me
I got baggage I can't carry myself
And I would hate to put my baggage up on somebody else
I'm not a challenge cause I'm playing hard to get with myself
I'm a challenge cause I got scars from somebody else, I'm flawed
What you see in me
Ain't really what you see in me
No, I ain't nowhere near perfect
Ya see I'm flawed but I'm worth it
You just got to give it time
Sit back and enjoy the ride
This a bond we can't undo
Yeah you know that I got you
Look, I'm not the man that you need, I'm just the man you want
I know you see me as perfect but what you really don't
Notice how much a smile, can hurt you to portray
Acting as if you're happy, when you really ain't
I just want you to know, that I got flaws too
Been hurt a couple of times, an I got scars too
Still finding my way, cause I was lost too
Only hoping for somebody to talk too
What I need is a healing
What you need is to fill in
All of the obvious signs
That you failed to ignore
Our potential the ceiling
Could result in me kneeling
Unless this part of the life
That you don't want anymore
You can be honest and tell me, I'll understand
It's kill me to see you happy with another man
But if you're willing to stick around, we can make it work
Just a couple of things that I gotta tell you first
What you see in me
Ain't really what you see in me
No, I ain't nowhere near perfect
Ya see I'm flawed but I'm worth it
You just got to give it time
Sit back and enjoy the ride
This a bond we can't undo
Yeah you know that I got you
Never make another person pay
For past mistakes that another made
That's just a trait of being insecure
And a cycle that'll never change
You can become better if you just believe
Not dwelling on the past, helps your self-esteem
Gotta be a risk you're willing to take
I'm just saying everyone deserves a clean slate